Chapter 2 - THE ROOM NO ONE USED
“Where do you usually sit with them?” Grace asked.
Ethan almost laughed.
Sit?
Nobody sat anymore.
The nursery had become a command center.
Four bassinets.
Two rocking chairs.
A changing station long enough for a hospital ward.
Bottle warmers.
Medication charts.
Temperature monitors.
White-noise machines.
Three baby monitors pointed at different corners.
A sleep consultant had even taped color-coded schedules to the wall.
Green for feeding.
Blue for sleep.
Yellow for diapering.
Red for medication.
The room looked less like a nursery and more like a small medical facility preparing for an inspection.
“We rotate them,” Ethan said. “One nanny takes two. The other takes two.”
Grace walked toward the nursery door.
The crying grew louder.
She stopped before entering.
“Where did your wife hold them?”
Ethan went still.
“Claire?”
Grace turned.
“Yes.”
“She barely got to.”
“I mean before.”
“They were born early.”
“I know.”
His chest tightened.
There had been one room Claire loved more than the nursery.
The small sitting room across the hall.
She had chosen the wallpaper herself.
Soft cream with tiny branches painted across it.
She had placed a long sofa beneath the windows and joked that she would spend half her life there feeding babies and the other half ordering Ethan to bring snacks.
After she died, Ethan had closed the door.
Nobody used it.
Grace noticed the handle.
“That room?”
“No.”
“Why not?”
“It isn’t part of the nursery.”
“That’s not what I asked.”
Ethan stared at her.
Grace did not look away.
It irritated him.
That was probably why he answered.
“Claire decorated it.”
Grace nodded.
“Open it.”
“No.”
The word came too fast.
One of the babies screamed harder.
Grace looked toward the nursery.
Then back at him.
“Mr. Whitmore, you invited me because you said everyone else was doing everything right and nothing was working.”
“Yes.”
“Then maybe we should stop doing everything right.”
He should have fired her.
Instead, he opened the door.
The sitting room smelled faintly of dust and lavender.
Nothing had been touched.
Claire’s blanket remained folded over one arm of the sofa.
A half-read novel rested on the side table.
Four framed ultrasound photographs sat along the mantel.
And beside them was a photograph of Claire at twenty-eight weeks pregnant, laughing because her stomach looked impossibly large.
Ethan had not entered the room since the funeral.
He turned away.
Grace stepped inside slowly.
She did not touch anything.
“Bring them here.”
“No.”
“Why?”
“They need routine.”
“They need their father.”
His jaw tightened.
“I’m here every night.”
“You’re standing in doorways.”
That landed harder than she could have known.
Ethan looked toward the nursery.
Noah screamed until his tiny face turned red.
Lily kicked beneath her swaddle.
Jack’s cries came in short, frantic bursts.
Sophie made the heartbreaking breathless sound that had caused Ethan to call the pediatrician twice.
Grace entered the nursery.
She did not scoop anyone up immediately.
Instead, she stood between the bassinets.
“Hey,” she whispered.
Nothing changed.
“I know.”
Noah cried.
Grace leaned closer.
“I know nobody asked your permission.”
Ethan frowned.
She unwrapped Lily’s swaddle slightly.
Not removing it.
Just freeing one hand.
Lily immediately curled her fingers around Grace’s thumb.
Grace looked toward Ethan.
“Pick up Noah.”
“I’m not good at this.”
“He weighs nine pounds.”
“That isn’t what I mean.”
“I know.”
Her voice softened.
“That’s why you should pick him up.”
Ethan lifted Noah awkwardly.
The baby screamed against his chest.
His pulse jumped.
This was the part he hated.
The helplessness.
Claire would have known how to position his head.
Claire would have known whether that cry meant gas, fear, hunger, exhaustion.
Claire would have—
“Say her name.”
Ethan stared at Grace.
“What?”
“Claire.”
“No.”
Noah screamed.
Grace picked up Sophie.
“Tell him about her.”
“Babies don’t understand.”
“Maybe not the words.”
“This is ridiculous.”
“Then it won’t hurt.”
Ethan almost put Noah down.
Grace’s eyes stopped him.
Not commanding.
Waiting.
He looked at his son.
Noah’s face was red.
His tiny fist pressed against Ethan’s shirt.
“Your mother,” Ethan began.
His throat closed.
Grace said nothing.
“Your mother hated this house when we bought it.”
Noah kept crying.
“She said it looked like a bank had married a museum.”
Grace smiled.
Ethan did not.
“She made me tear out an entire dining room because she wanted bigger windows.”
His voice shook.
“She said children should grow up knowing what weather looked like.”
Noah’s cries weakened.
Ethan noticed.
He kept talking.
“She loved terrible blueberry pancakes. Burned them every Sunday.”
Grace moved toward Jack.
“She sang off-key.”
Noah made one small sound.
Then rested his cheek against Ethan’s chest.
Ethan stopped breathing.
Grace whispered, “Keep going.”
So he did.
For forty-two minutes.
He told four babies stories about the mother they would never remember.
Claire falling asleep during movies.
Claire dancing barefoot in the kitchen.
Claire hating his ties.
Claire buying four identical stuffed rabbits before the doctors even confirmed they were having quadruplets.
By the end, Lily was asleep.
Then Sophie.
Then Jack.
Noah lasted longest.
Finally his eyelids closed.
Ethan stared down at him.
Grace sat on the sofa holding two babies while Ethan held the other two.
Nobody moved.
The house became quiet.
And Ethan began crying.
Not politely.
Not one controlled tear.
His shoulders shook.
He bowed his head over his son and cried so hard he could barely breathe.
Grace did not touch him.
She did not tell him everything would be okay.
She simply stayed.
That was the first night.
Grace came back the next.
Then the next.
At first, Ethan paid her as a consultant.
Grace called that ridiculous.
He doubled the amount.
She called that more ridiculous.
Eventually, they agreed she would work nights helping the household establish a new routine while continuing part-time cleaning work during the day.
The routine was simple.
No pretending.
Every night, the babies spent an hour in Claire’s sitting room.
Some nights Ethan spoke.
Some nights Grace did.
Sometimes they played recordings Claire had made while pregnant.
Sometimes they simply let the babies cry while someone held them instead of immediately trying to make the crying stop.
Within two weeks, the house changed.
The babies still woke.
Still fussed.
Still had difficult nights.
But the panic disappeared.
So did the rotating parade of nannies.
Two experienced nurses stayed once they saw the household becoming stable.
Ethan slept four hours straight for the first time in months.
He woke terrified something was wrong.
Then heard quiet breathing through the monitor.
Grace was sitting downstairs reading.
“You should sleep,” he told her.
“So should you.”
“I did.”
“Congratulations.”
He stared at her.
She smiled into her book.
For the first time since Claire died, Ethan smiled back.
Then everything changed.
It happened on a Thursday morning.
Daniel Pierce arrived unannounced.
Ethan’s business partner walked into the breakfast room, saw Grace warming a bottle with Lily in her arms, and stopped.
“Who is that?”
“Grace.”
“I can see that. Why is the cleaning woman holding your daughter?”
Grace’s face hardened.
Ethan did too.
“She works with the babies.”
Daniel looked almost offended.
“Since when?”
“Two weeks.”
“You hired a cleaner as childcare?”
“I hired the person who helped.”
Daniel lowered his voice.
“Ethan, you’re exhausted. You’re vulnerable. You don’t know this woman.”
Grace quietly handed Lily to the nanny.
“I’ll give you privacy.”
“No,” Ethan said.
Daniel looked at him.
“This concerns your family.”
“She is currently part of the household.”
Something uncomfortable passed across Daniel’s face.
Then he forced a smile.
“Fine.”
He placed a folder on the table.
“Then perhaps your employee can hear why you need to return to the office.”
Ethan opened it.
Whitmore Development had missed two financing deadlines.
Three lenders were requesting explanations.
A major downtown project was suddenly over budget by $17 million.
Ethan stared at the numbers.
“This isn’t possible.”
Daniel sat.
“You approved the change orders.”
“No.”
“Your signature is there.”
Ethan looked again.
It was his signature.
Or close enough.
Grace, standing several feet away, said quietly, “That date.”
Daniel turned.
“What?”
She pointed toward the page.
“Mr. Whitmore was here that night.”
Daniel frowned.
“So?”
Grace looked at Ethan.
“You were in the nursery until almost five in the morning. Sophie had the fever.”
Ethan remembered.
He had not gone to the office.
Had not opened his laptop.
Had barely looked at his phone.
Yet the document showed his electronic approval at 2:11 a.m.
From his executive office downtown.
Daniel’s face changed.
“It could have been remotely signed.”
Ethan looked at him.
“No.”
“Ethan—”
“My remote approvals record an IP address.”
He grabbed his laptop.
Seconds later, the security log appeared.
The approval had originated inside Whitmore Development headquarters.
Executive floor.
2:11 a.m.
Ethan had been at home holding a feverish infant.
Someone else had used his credentials.
Grace went pale.
“What?”
Ethan followed her gaze.
There was another line in the log.
An access badge entered Ethan’s executive office at 1:58 a.m.
CLAIRE WHITMORE.
Ethan stopped breathing.
Daniel whispered, “That’s impossible.”
Claire had been dead for nearly four months.
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But according to Whitmore Development’s security system, Ethan’s dead wife had walked into his office thirteen minutes before someone stole seventeen million dollars under his name.
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